engineering sucks....

we have always dreamt of getting into the hallowed precints of iit and do an engineering degree get a good job and enjoy....but here the reality is something else.engineering as i realise is not my cup of tea.you may be doubting the veracity of my sentencess.but its true.here after moving heaven and earth also i am not able to get what i am reading.i am really in a state of torpor.earlier i hankered engineering a lot but all the enthu and zeal has subliimated just in a matter of months.its rather inexplicable why this is happening.now i am really skeptical of my future.i really contemplate my carrer as an engineer.and in such an imbroglio what i can do is beseech a seraph to get me oyt of this quagmire of confusion,insecurity.......to recapitulate,i can just say one thing...ENGINEERING SUCKS..

lyf seems to be set yet so much incomplete......

sittting idle in the room mind often vacillates between studies and jamboreess......reconcilation of both of dese seems to be a herculean task.dats wat college lyf is.never ssure wat to do next.friends seem to poke into every hook and crook of lyf.i often wonder if i ever wanted to do engeeniring.is dat my cup of tea.some tyms answer seems obvious-man i cleared the jee.but sometyms answers sprout up in mind dat leaves me nonplusssed.why can't i be a writer?then i think abt lyf in another point of view.lyf as a writer....long curly  hairs accentuating my already unshaved face....small bag hanging by my side full of nothing xcept some piece of writing dat only can elucidate my talent but only talent can't earn money,can't convince a father to hand over  his girl to me....so though i will leave my dreams but i  may have to move heaven and earth to make my ends meet.so i am often vexed with lyf.so its truly said-money is not everything in lyf but make sure u earn sufficient before making such stupid comments.lyf seems to be set as i suppose i can get out of iit witha nice decent job through i can atleast be happy but still some dreams may still remain to be fulfilled...dream of being a writer..dream of showing the world my lyf,my journey...still i can't say dere is scintilla of hope ...lyf is so unpredictable....and i do have my coteries to take me out of dis quagmire of confusion....

love gives relief but when it hurts dere is no relief at all.....

she broke up i didn't....and my only fault was i loved her too much....now how to imagine a lyf widout her....but de one who cheats get dere share one or the oder day.....i can't wish trouble for her...how can i wen i love her still...i can only pray god to amputate me from her memories as soon as possible.....if she were to go den why so much pain ....its truly said some people come into ur lyf to teach u how to live lonely wid pain surrounding u from all sides...hope all her memeories and she herself fades away in the sands of tym.....

myself,prats

hey guys.....this is pratik...better call me prats.i am a student of iit roorkee.i am pursuing btech mechanical,1st year.here is not my first blog but just a introduction into the blogging world.i hope soon to acclimatize with u all.in recent tyms lyf has become lyk hell.i have flunked all my midterms,down with fever,got infection nd on nd on.being 2000 kms away from hjome really sucks.missing mama, papa,sis lyk hell.but friends prove to be the best medicine.nd now u all have come.being a new comer i accept some criticism,some tips nd also some appreciation.so den friends i am a blogger now......yuppie