lyf seems to be set yet so much incomplete......

sittting idle in the room mind often vacillates between studies and jamboreess......reconcilation of both of dese seems to be a herculean task.dats wat college lyf is.never ssure wat to do next.friends seem to poke into every hook and crook of lyf.i often wonder if i ever wanted to do engeeniring.is dat my cup of tea.some tyms answer seems obvious-man i cleared the jee.but sometyms answers sprout up in mind dat leaves me nonplusssed.why can't i be a writer?then i think abt lyf in another point of view.lyf as a writer....long curly  hairs accentuating my already unshaved face....small bag hanging by my side full of nothing xcept some piece of writing dat only can elucidate my talent but only talent can't earn money,can't convince a father to hand over  his girl to me....so though i will leave my dreams but i  may have to move heaven and earth to make my ends meet.so i am often vexed with lyf.so its truly said-money is not everything in lyf but make sure u earn sufficient before making such stupid comments.lyf seems to be set as i suppose i can get out of iit witha nice decent job through i can atleast be happy but still some dreams may still remain to be fulfilled...dream of being a writer..dream of showing the world my lyf,my journey...still i can't say dere is scintilla of hope ...lyf is so unpredictable....and i do have my coteries to take me out of dis quagmire of confusion....