shortage of marks-plethora of dissappointment

All the hangover of thomso just sublimated into thin air after i got the marks in my maths paper...12 out of 35 would u believe that.and to make situation more worse my marks were even lower than the class average.my negligence before the xams now comes home to  the roost.really moral boost has hit a all tym low.any advice can only serve as a palliative,the only cure seems to be studying....really need to put the eggs in the basket bfore vrything goes out of control....i had got dese three days lyfline.i need to use dese to the fullest to atleast gain a advantage over others.moreover dere is another dissappointment dat i would not be able to celebrate my first dia\wali at home as an iitian......i previously uset dream of it.i now am actually grappling wid studies its really foolhardy to be careless now.studies and hardwork seems to be only conduit between me and a 8 cgp.lets see how much i am able to perform....